I want to write stuff. I really like to think up stories in my head. Mostly, its fanfiction, but some of it is original stories and I think that it might be pretty good. If I could get it on paper. Which doesn't seem to be happening. That is my biggest problems with writing. I am good at stream of consciousness, but I am not as comfortable writing stories, because I don't think they are very good. I don't think that my journal entries like this are very good either, but I don't think that matters that much. I judge my writing very harshly, but since I don't let myself write, I don't know how in the fuck I am going to get any better. It is a conundrum. I constantly have all kinds of stories in my head and I never finish any of them. It's pathetic. Although that is not true, I finish the one shots, but that is because I sit down and write them the same way that I am writing this in a stream without stopping until I am done. I think there is something wrong with me, I love to read and write, but I cannot seem to write the type of things that I like to read. I don't even know. I think that I am going to try to write regularly again and it is not going to go well, but I shall try.