halliwelsis93

 I feel like a fucking idiot.  For the first time in my life I went with fashion over function and I wish i could take it back.  The problem is that it was expensive and my mom paid for it.  When I got new glasses I Ray Ban Wayfarers and had the normal lenses taken out and put in my prescription lenses.  It was so stupid.  They're too heavy and with the angle the lenses are funny.  I shouldn't have asked for and I feel so bad that it makes me want to cry and its keeping me up at night.  I should have just gotten the Costco glasses that looked awesome on me and weighed nothing and costed a quarter as much.  I don't know what to do.  I need new glasses that work, but I just got new glasses and I can't afford them and I can't ask my mom for them.  I think that when I get a job, which will hopefully be before my mom comes next month, I'll tell her.  I'll ask her if she can buy me the creeper glasses and I'll pay for the more expensive glasses.  I just don't know how to tell her I feel so bad.  I feel awful.  She said that she didn't trust the lady and she liked the Costco glasses more and she was right like she always is, but I can't fix it.  This is why I hate making decisions.  It feels like I always make the wrong ones and I don't know what to do.  I feel bad, because it was so expensive and I told her I wanted them, which I did but it was the wrong choice.  Maybe I can get new ones myself and then pay my mom the difference.  I just don't have job right now and so I can't really do anything, but wear my contacts.  I am so afraid that I'm damaging my eyes that I want to be able to take my contacts out, but I hate these glasses.  I don't know what I was thinking.  I am such an incredible dunce.  I shouldn't be allowed to make personal decisions.  All I want to do is tell my mother, because I tell her everything, but I don't want to make her mad or disappoint her or something.  I'm so upset.  Maybe this is something stupid to be depressed about, but I am and it won't go away I need to get a job and come up with a plan to fix it.  I just don't know what to do.  The other issue is that the contacts I am wearing now and the prescription of my new glasses and contacts is approximately the a step, so I really should wait until I run out of my old contact to try on my glasses again, because the first time I got dizzy.  I think that might be part of why I don't like them so I need to wait and try them on again once I switch to the new contacts and get used to them.  I want different glasses and I don't know what to do.